Dear God,
I am not sure what is happening to me. I am not conscious yet I am awake. There is a familiar man standing over me. I think he is going to save me, God. Lord, please help me to wake up. Please, put your arms around me and comfort me. Please, give this man wisdom in trying to save me. Let him know that you are here. God, if this is your time for me, I want you to know that I am thankful for the life that I have been given. I am thankful for the many blessings that you have bestowed upon me. But wait, God, I think whatever this man is doing is working. I am starting to feel something. I think I am waking up. God, thank you for this miracle! Thank you for sparing me! I can never be thankful enough for this man or for you Lord. God, please bless this mans life. Please, give him a life full of love and laughter. He has saved me with your help and for that I am forever grateful. Thank you for being a sovereign, almighty God! Without you Lord I am nothing but with you I am everything. Thank you so much for letting me live. I will not take my life for granted anymore. I love you, Father!
Amen.
Dear God,
I am not sure what to think about Aubrey. He has done a great thing for Reuel by helping get him to Africa, but I can’t help but think he has an ulterior motive. God, the way he looks at me is strange. I love Reuel but Aubrey is exciting and new. Reuel has been gone a while now and I am getting quite lonely.. Aubrey helps to keep me company. I think I might have feelings for him. I know I shouldn’t because I am married to Reuel but it is just so hard.. we rushed into our marriage so quickly. Aubrey broke up with his fiancé and I think he wants me to break up with Reuel. I will not break up with him but I am in constant wonder about what and how he is doing in Africa. I really need him home, Lord. Lord, please bring him home to me, safely. I love you, Father!
Amen.
Dear God,
I miss Reuel. I think about him every second of every day. God, please keep him safe. Let him know that I am missing him. Our relationship has been a whirlwind but I am willing to keep this whirlwind going. Please, keep Aubrey away from me; he will not stop hitting on me. I have a weird feeling that Reuel and I are connected in a way closer than we think.. I am not sure why I am having these feelings it is just my instinct. God, please help to settle my feelings and let me know that Reuel is the one for me. God, I thank you for all you have done and all you continue to do for me. I love you, Father!
Amen.
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